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Finished classes
Sitting in the restaurant alone
Where vivacious strains being played
One after another

Heavy drowsiness strangely weighs down on me
- In this sunny and bright afternoon

Listening to the melodies
- familiar or strange
My brain immerses in a plain ocean of pure white sorrow
Where solitude has been stationed
For an unknowably length of
Time
- in the past and future

Yet I haven't been able to take it for granted

Thus I still frequently shed tears
Still dream day and night
Still, now and again, feel uncontrollable, inexpressible and absurd heartaches

Just as in this moment

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