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I can easily attach to others and establish an important bond that made me inseparable from others. These people can be almost whoever I meet, no matter good or bad. These bonds are like blood vessels that I reach out to others, connecting me to others, making me dependent on them and making them part of my life. They are so easy to build that on average they are built every day, and can even be built within ten minutes while incredibly strong. The results are often the same: people leave me, suddenly disappear in my life, which is like suddenly cutting off my dense blood vessels, blood spilling over my eyes and heart. But these vessels never stop reaching out and I can't control. And they keep being cut off over and over. And the only way to make me feel better and less painful after one being cut off is to start a new one right away.

This reminds me of Prometheus on the stone cliff.

But what did I make wrong that makes me deserve the same punishment like his?

我很轻易就会依恋他人，建立起一种重要连结，这些连结使我与他人不可分离。这个“他人”可以是我所认识的，不分好坏的任何人。它们如同我伸向他人的血管，把我和他人连接在一起，使我依赖他们，使它们成为我生命的一部分。它是如此容易建立，以至于平均每天我都会与人建立这样的关系，甚至可以在十分钟之内建立起对我而言非常紧密的关系。而结果往往是一致的：人们离开我的生活，在我的生活里突然销声匿迹，这就好像突然把我的这些密集的血管砍断，鲜血洒满我的双眼和心。但是它们从来不停止向外伸长，而又不停被砍断。我无法控制。而一条血管被斩断的唯一让我好过一些的方式就是立即去建立一个新的连结。

这让我想起石崖上的普罗米修斯。

但是我究竟犯了什么错而要受到和他一样的惩罚呢？

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